I'm...

upside down....

and this fucking December ain't over yet....

:'|

&%#%#%/ .......

The winner takes it all...

:'(

...

Lost...

...

:'(

We're half month through...

But the worst...
... is yet to come....

:'(

(still...stupidly... waiting for love)

December....

... Here comes another fucking Christmas.....
... another fucking New Year's Eve.....

... a whole bunch of fucking parties....


... :'( ...


... please... someone wake me up only when it's January... :'(

? :( ?

True colours....

"You with the sad eyes
don't be discouraged
oh I realize
it's hard to take courage
in a world full of people
you can lose sight of it all
and the darkness inside you
can make you fell so small

But I see your true colors
shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you
so don't be afraid to let them show
your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow

Show me a smile then
don't be unhappy, can't remember
when I last saw you laughing
if this world makes you crazy
and you've taken all you can bear
you call me up
because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors
shining through
I see your true colors
and that's why I love you
so don't be afraid to let them show
your true colors
true colors are beautiful
like a rainbow"

I love you, I'll kill you...

Loneliness...

Every night,
when I arrive at my room...
there's always a desesperate feeling of loneliness in my heart...

........

I just can't stand this anymore..........

A shining post?

Why?
Dunno...

Problably 'cos i'm just so fucking tired of seeing "foggy" posts!
... Tired of feeling stormy, foggy and rainy...
... I miss the SUN in my Planet!

Where is it?
Where's the sun?

... I've gotta have sun in my life...
... I so fucking need you Sun!
...

Show me heaven.... can you do that?

:'(

...

I Wanna know what love is...

JTA

Who said chocolat helps??

....

Fuck!

...

It's not helping at all...

Lot of ANGER inside...

...

...

.... o que fazer quando se deixa de ter um beijo, um abraço, um carinho, um sorriso, de quem se ama??...
...

... como reagir quando alguém nos priva de algo tão importante? ...

... como reagir quando sentimos distante, aquele que amamos?...

... o que fazer para parar com esta dor e desalento?

... o que fazer quando se sente o coração vazio e atormentado?

... o que fazer quando nos custa respirar?

...

como se vive os dias??
ou melhor, como se sobrevive??

... haverá dicas?
haverá truques de sobrevivência?

Digam-me! Ajudem-me!
...

Pleaseeee!!

ou então...
...

por favor ...

...

...deixem-me desaparecer...

...

Something's crushed...

inside of me...

Disappointed with myself...

...

...

Expressing myself through music... 2

...

(...)

... "all the people in the world and" I "still can feel empty"...
... "what's the point of having it all without the person" we "love"...

(...)

"all at once...
i had it all
but
it doesn’t mean anything
now that you’re gone
from above seems i had it all
but it doesn’t mean anything
since you’re gone"

(...)

"I know I pushed you away
What can I do that would save our love"

(...)

"Its you that I want"!

...

:(

Expressing myself through music... 1

...

(...)

"If I could turn back time
If I could find a way I'd take back those words that hurt you and you'd stay"

(...)

"I didn't really mean to hurt you
I didn't want to see you go
I know I made you cry
but baby

If I could turn back time
If I could find a way
I'd take back those words that hurt you
If I could reach the stars
I'd give them all to you
Then you'd love me, love me
Like you used to do"


"If I could turn back time
If I could find a way
Then baby, maybe, maybe
You'd stay"

...

:(

...and when we think that we've had enough for today...

...
here comes more...
...
here comes a shitty new image on the... web...

Lousy day...
plus
Lousy late evening...
=
what a perfect day... :(

...

Helpless

...
That's how I feel...

I'm right on the edge...
somewhere between
mud and fire...

and there's only two possibilities:
or I get muddy...
or I'll get all burned out..

...

Ggrrr!
I didn't want this choice
...
Damn it!
...
Why did it had to be given to me?
...
I never wanted this in my entire life...


If I could...
I would give the whole world
...
But I can't...
...
I can't 'cos...
...
I'm just a human being!
...
and I don't own the world..
I own nothing...

just me,
I own me,
me, myself and I
...
and what I have to offer is
a whole bunch of love to the one I love
a whole bunch of friendship to whom is my true friend
and basically, that's it.

...

I'm thinking of me...
I'm thinking of him...
I've to enhance my future
our future...

Sorry...
but I gotta keep on with my own dreams now...
...

(whisper to a friend)

Fear...

...
Tenho medo...
...
Medo em te perder...
...
Medo em não te ter na minha vida...
...
Medo em não conseguir ser feliz...
...
Medo
...

...

Please God, let me find my hapiness...
Help me to not be afraid...

'cos I love him so much...
...

Have I told you that I ]-\ !?! Even if I didn't... I DO L U!

Have I told you lately that I love you?
Have I told you there's no one else above you?
Fill my heart with gladness, take away all my sadness,
Ease my troubles, that's what you do.

For the morning sun in all it's glory,
Meets the day with hope and comfort too,
You fill my life with laughter, somehow you make it better,
Ease my troubles, that's what you do.

There's a love less defined,
And its yours and its mine,
Like the sun.
And at the end of the day,
We should give thanks and pray,
To the one, to the one.

Have I told you lately that I love you?
Have I told you there's no one else above you?
Fill my heart with gladness, take away all my sadness,
Ease my troubles, that's what you do.
There's a love less defined,
And its yours and its mine,
Like the sun.
And at the end of the day,
We should give thanks and pray,
To the one, to the one.

Have I told you lately that I love you?
Have I told you there's no one else above you?
Fill my heart with gladness, take away all my sadness,
Ease my troubles, that's what you do.

Take away all my sadness, fill my life with gladness,
Ease my troubles, that's what you do.

Take away all my sadness, fill my life with gladness,
Ease my troubles, that's what you do.

Today...

...

I've surrendered...

...


... I've surrendered my resistance...

... and I just... let it go! ...

... I've ignored the reason...

... I've ignored the thoughts...

... I knew that I would hurt myself after...

...But.. I just wanted to...

... surrender my love...

... and so I did.

...

... Tomorrow is another battle...

... but today...

... it felt so good to surrender...

...

Breathe!!

...

...

Get out of the car and let us breath !!!

...

Plz?

...

Love Hurts ...

...

Love sucks ...

...

Metallica - Nothing Else Matters

...

Nothing should realy matter...

...

Except... you and me...

:(