Helpless

...
That's how I feel...

I'm right on the edge...
somewhere between
mud and fire...

and there's only two possibilities:
or I get muddy...
or I'll get all burned out..

...

Ggrrr!
I didn't want this choice
...
Damn it!
...
Why did it had to be given to me?
...
I never wanted this in my entire life...


If I could...
I would give the whole world
...
But I can't...
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I can't 'cos...
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I'm just a human being!
...
and I don't own the world..
I own nothing...

just me,
I own me,
me, myself and I
...
and what I have to offer is
a whole bunch of love to the one I love
a whole bunch of friendship to whom is my true friend
and basically, that's it.

...

I'm thinking of me...
I'm thinking of him...
I've to enhance my future
our future...

Sorry...
but I gotta keep on with my own dreams now...
...

(whisper to a friend)